more like megathreat.
I am writing this on March 09, before going for diagnosis of a lump that has appeared below my right ear. And yes, I am afraid it’s the bad boy C of everything that I have been blessed with this year.
I know that not going to the doctor is only going to make it worse. But I am kind of comfortable with this confusion than knowing the truth. Although knowing the truth can save me. But there is a weird comfort in this indecision.
I have been a victim to this all my life. But lately I am growing out of it. And I will soon get out of this as well.
Even if I have that cancer. Which I wish I do not have. I am not much afraid. The worst thing that can happen is. I will die. Which I will be anyways. So let’s see what it is.